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我 Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

0125

He thought he was a loser. Nearing late 30s, he had nothing much to show. Was he supposed to show: A house? A fancy car? A job with good income and balance of work and play time? Lots of toys to litter his home? Or was it someone that he has to be? These questions made him feel worse. How was he ever going to know success when he was so clueless?

His parents watched their child react to life so negatively and wondered why he was so anal about everything. Between being supportive and offering advice, they really wanted to tell him to just chill the fuck out and give himself a little more time to get to his goal. But he was too in love with his anxiety to look at things with better judgement and rationale. In turn, his parents would have to learn patience themselves and wait for their child to get over his angst and grow out of it.

Lonely workstation  Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Lonely workstation

Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Something sad keeps moving
So I wandered around
I fell in love with the burden
Holding me down
– “One Sunday Morning” by Wilco

0125

  A single guy, a single girl, and a married… mom… gal… met for coffee. They talked about the past, they lamented about the present, they shared tips on how to keep their bodies from further falling apart. The feeling about the future was… uncertainty. They figured they would just work on to pay the bills and if there was time to kill, then they would fill them up with tv watching, video games and some socializing. The married gal paid for the coffees. The two singles waited outside as their friend were paying the bill. While they were waiting, the two looked around for familiar landmarks like the old book store they used to hang out in to start a conversation. The friend joined their reminiscing when she came out of the shop, and as they talked, they felt old. To forget about the inevitable aging process, they planned to fill that night with some bad karaoke singing.

Caged Kaimal Mark II Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Caged

Kaimal Mark II Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Eat…  You!!! Chunky Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Eat… You!!!

Chunky Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

我 Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

0125

He thought he was a loser. Nearing late 30s, he had nothing much to show. Was he supposed to show: A house? A fancy car? A job with good income and balance of work and play time? Lots of toys to litter his home? Or was it someone that he has to be? These questions made him feel worse. How was he ever going to know success when he was so clueless?

His parents watched their child react to life so negatively and wondered why he was so anal about everything. Between being supportive and offering advice, they really wanted to tell him to just chill the fuck out and give himself a little more time to get to his goal. But he was too in love with his anxiety to look at things with better judgement and rationale. In turn, his parents would have to learn patience themselves and wait for their child to get over his angst and grow out of it.

Lonely workstation  Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Lonely workstation

Salvador 84 Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Something sad keeps moving
So I wandered around
I fell in love with the burden
Holding me down
– “One Sunday Morning” by Wilco

0125

  A single guy, a single girl, and a married… mom… gal… met for coffee. They talked about the past, they lamented about the present, they shared tips on how to keep their bodies from further falling apart. The feeling about the future was… uncertainty. They figured they would just work on to pay the bills and if there was time to kill, then they would fill them up with tv watching, video games and some socializing. The married gal paid for the coffees. The two singles waited outside as their friend were paying the bill. While they were waiting, the two looked around for familiar landmarks like the old book store they used to hang out in to start a conversation. The friend joined their reminiscing when she came out of the shop, and as they talked, they felt old. To forget about the inevitable aging process, they planned to fill that night with some bad karaoke singing.

Caged Kaimal Mark II Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Caged

Kaimal Mark II Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Eat…  You!!! Chunky Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

Eat… You!!!

Chunky Lens, Ina’s 1935 Film, No Flash, Taken with Hipstamatic

0125
"Something sad keeps moving
So I wandered around
I fell in love with the burden
Holding me down"
0125

About:

1. Chinese male raised by absent parents, extended family, tv and radio.

2. Child of divorce, id X, cynic, hope, despair, hope again.

3. Globalised, enchanted and disenchanted.



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